observations to myself
Posted by ekatarina at 12:18 AM on July 10, 2009 in memyselfandkatarina.
Call me boderline OC (?), but I feel like the equilibrium in my own ' little world of the skinny weirdo' has been drastically tilted by the never-ending house renovation that's been going on for the past couple of months. Yes, I blame my inability to fuction, even to what used to be my mundane tasks, to the whole construction. Dust, rubble, dust, rubble, dust. I can't take them anymore.
It also bothers me that I haven't had even a minute of private time ever since they started pounding on every corner of our house. I need to be surrounded by my books once again. For someone who spends most of her free time inside her room - reading, writing and just staring at the cracks on her wall since she was 10, this is torture to the highest level.
It's also not helping that I'm becoming more and more forgetful. I can't even remeber how many times I forgot where I put my glasses. And yes, as of this writing, I can't remember if I had my glasses on when I got home or if I took them off at my Lola's house. Darn, this is freaking me out. I've already searched the whole house and it's still a no show. I'm considering going to my Lola's place but the people there are most probably sleeping already. Darnforthesecondtime.
Maybe I'm just over stressing myself to the whole house situation. Whatever. I'm not gonna stress myself anymore in thinking that I'm over stressing myself. The bottom line is, I need my room to be finished at the soonest time possible or else I'm gonna go crazier than I already am.
